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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
if anyone actually reads this, fyi: it's not about my husband.


I don't know why I let you fool me like you do. I keep thinking things will change, but the same record plays again. I haven't the courage to flip to the other side. To hear something new. To end the song I thought was supposed to be. We never danced.

I tried, I really did. Maybe I held back, maybe I should have taken off my shoes. Because you sure didn't. The way you held your coat around your body and avoided my eyes, my words, my calls. I guess our dance is over, I'll try to find you a new partner. I really don't want you to dance alone. You think you know the steps, but they're just blind guesses and your motions are sloppy. I don't know them perfectly, but I wanted to learn beside you, but I guess that will never happen.

I asked you to dance last night, instead you danced with someone else. Without even a shout of good bye. I can't bear to blame myself anymore, to burdern my heart with your silence. So I'll let go, I can't control.

Good bye good night. Don't dance so close to the edge.


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